Sun 5 Jul 2009
To reminisce. Looking back, and gaining true perspective of ones life. Of all the words a photo does speak, so much is still within.
I see the distance in Christopher’s eyes. I have always felt him, it is our energy that connects us. Being keen on instincts, I surely took a dive. Sink or swim. Despite all the doubts and prejudice, here we stand.
All that has altered us, is the way of the will. The subconscious self that drives your mind, in whispers, dreams and behaviours.
Christopher had repeated the words of his Father, “I think I’m going to die early.” His fate wasn’t so strong as cancer, but a life threatening illness none-the-less. When undertook by a coma, his eyes were surely opened. On another plane, he was certainly observing meditative thought of sorts. For him to come back with such an inward knowing of the meaning of life, particularly his own.
To see his evolution in self. Having connected with the true boy I know, and love with heart and soul. Then experiencing his void of life, and believing in his awakening. His life has surely made mine greater. For his better eminence of what a man should be, in his actions, words, desires, and beliefs. He is certainly the man of my dreams.
This photo reflects our beginning. Causing a ripple into our, nearly, 5 years spent. An incredible journey. No pain or chaos misplaced, but adding to the totality. It is really amazing we are those same people. We’ve grown boundlessly.
