Yes.  I believe that is the greater calling of my soul.

Somewhere in the not-so-distant future, I will be faced with such a challenge.  There’s so much I believe; I’ve embraced the fear of that future.  It can be the present that ails me: the waiting game I seem to be playing.

I am at my peak.  It is so easy to gaze across the horizon, from up here.  The distance is so very intriguing, in comparisons to the pebbles that lie at my feet.

“Walk in balance.”

all we do is wait

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Me: true.

Candice: i did a lot of waiting there jackie..
waiting for what i’m not sure,
perhaps simply waiting for time to pass.

Me: Lately I’ve been waiting, myself.

My sight is set rather firmly in the future.
For things to develop in the fashion I foresee, I have to lay the groundwork in the present.

Sometimes I just want to let myself fall into the cracks…
Despite the power I know I possess.

You’ll never know how grateful I am for that journal.
Or for the simple words you granted me years ago:
Constant inspiration, in the battle between myself.

The internet takes me on a journey of knowledge.

It’s so easy to get lost in the links. Hopping from one idea to the next, and searching for a firmer grasp on concepts.

Lately, I have immersed myself… Once again. It feels wonderful, the buzz in my gut. Where I once felt empty, I now feel full of energy.

Often times, I don’t feel compelled to capture my immediate thoughts. I just want to flow without any turbulence.

The matters of my mind… I am still so scared to share the truth of. I know there are many that connect with me, however, unconsciously.

The internet, is merely a tool in this game we play. Just as the printing press was, not so long ago. We approach a dawning, but will this only happen in the wake of disaster?

Knowledge, communication, empowerment, and unity.