What we are facing now, is the defining point.

I have waited this long to throw myself in.

I don’t fear the possibilities of my landing:

My feet or my face.

What holds my feet so firmly here,

Is the true potentialities of myself.

In my youth, I would suck it up in front of a crowd;

I’d masquerade like a trained toy child.

I masked myself for year,

Pushing myself further within.

For a few years, I escaped into who I am.

Suppose the circumstances threw me back inside.

So now, just as quickly as I retired within…

I must jump out of my skin, and officially define who I am…

I have always been a procrastinator;

Despite the stress,

I believe I’ll still do my best.

I’ll be on auto-pilot.

Eyes set on my destination,

No energy exerted? on those unnecessary thoughts:

Those that leave me huddled within myself.

I am powerful in my words, whether to myself, my loved ones, or the unidentifiable public.? Despite a persons stance, I have just as much leverage to make an impact.

Fear in failure never ailed me.? I fell of the stage, and quickly stepped back up with a smile.? I am that triumphant little girl, without a care, and just the desire.

Now, I have ever-so-strongly brought a child of my own into the world, with a loving and ever-inspiring husband.? I have needed no assistance in happiness.? I have put myself here, and I have worked for what I am surrounded by. ? What is that work: my life working without my blood line closely attached.

Sometimes people break away.? That is the start of something new, and so far as history recalls it, something better.? Because evolution, especially in oneself, is never a thing to be stopped.

The only true account of time, is not by hours and days, but the moments within.

My moments are filled with those I love…

My moments are never spent in vein.

My moments, are just that!